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Dreaming of Normality

I know, I know, there's no such thing as normality.

But, this endless cycle of illness and anxiety and the effect it has on my home, social and work lives is getting to me and is making me depressed.

I know a lot of people use that as a throw away term but I mean actually depressed.

Its the knowing its always going to be like this, that I'm never going to be able to hold down a full time job, and that the museum are only going to sympathetic and flexible for a certain amount of time.

I see the doctor on Monday, and I need to talk to him about this cycle of illness, anxiety and depression and how it affects me and get him to listen to me because god knows someone has to. Its been going on for at least 15 years now and I need some kind of help and support from qualified people.

I know normality is subjective, but I dream of a week without feeling ill or run down, of a month with no anxiety problems and of managing a full week at work.

Is that too much to ask?

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